You wanted me to go back to work full-time so we wouldn’t have to pay for health insurance and you could pursue music more freely. I will go back to work.
You wanted to switch health insurance plans so that we could pay less. We will pay less.
You didn’t want to buy a house in the suburbs. It wasn’t your thing, but you were willing if it was the best thing for me and Audrey so we had started to look with a friend who’s a realtor. We won’t buy a house.
You wanted me to worry less and write more- use my creativity and gifts. I am writing. I do not worry now.
I think about these things sometimes and think that you would be most relieved, but then I know that you never wanted